That's how my subject is back and because the curriculum was new some could not understand it. Confidence had subsided any when the mothers helath deteriorates. My sister lost my courage because of doing so. When you are talk free and ask questions to teacher in school. From that point I was having question but no courage to ask my douts. At school I would ask a question frankly but, that wasn't happening in college. The atmosphere in my house was very bad that situation but girls should not do that. There is nothing about respect but because of this the trust of parents is break. The results of this seen on other. I don't want to talk to boys right from school, that means keeping up with work. We don't have such friendly nature in house to tell everything to my mother what I feel. Because of taking douts on me I was feeling so bad. I'm not saying that it's wrong love but girls should not thing about everything. If you love you should have the courage to say it and courage to convince to parents. I feel so bad when mom angry because not everyone has the same nature will I do the same as she did? My mother used to say that if she stayed home and did it, you would stay out.
Everyone has different goals, different idea's. I always felt that I should proud of my parents but mother felt different she compared me to her that she ran away and got married. Every parents has right to be angry, if the offspring go the wrong way. Not once I did I want to tell my mother but I had to. People in our neighborhood had not spoken for a month. Everyone has remembering me as if I had just escaped, because of her neighbors said that they too would ran away. I could not tell anyone my pain. I doesn't feel like being in college because college tention we so but education is not same before.
I will tell you the funny story here while in engineering. Whenever unit test exam taking by college while sitting in the exam I was on the last desk. Some students used to cheating habits and pass. I had no such habits during tests I Delebaretely pretended to be cheating but I was nothing. I behave like I do cheating while sir checking then there is nothing.I was kidding my sir. While I was in the final year of engeenering, we wanted to have seminars and projects. I had to be group. Home tention is different and college tention is different. In my group I had two project mates. You cannot show and tell people your pain. I don't know why but sir and I had understanding. I don't know what called it may be they were angry at me. They both took the seminars topic immediately but it bothered me. I just didn't know that they wanted. I get very irrated by these things. They turned Mr around for ten days without taking my seminars topic but, I didn't take those things in the negative. That's when I thought this quality of patience was developed in me. I thought that this is my growth time. I used to take a new seminar topic to my project guide every day. My condition was that there was a well here and there. But the sir didn't stop misbehaving. I couldn't even tell my troubles to the family. I used to cry but learned a lot from all of this. They say that what was done is for the good, so don't think too much. Unfortunately, I didn't get the project mate well. I had problems in my life but I was not scared, cried to feel better but lost no courage. Because one was determined to full fill all the goals in life.
A man's battle is not just about taking Mark's. I have also seen people who take hundred marks out of hundred but the goal is nothing. I felt in this situation that their mouth would now closed with sucess. " The good lessons I will teach you is to pay for your sins ".you are just like her. It's time to shut their mouth. The real battle for life was after degree. The real life begins here.
" Changing daily status does not change life
Status has to he made to change life".
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