Costume Like Character

Some Time I am Behaving like an animal. When I am angry my mind is not controlling I do not what I do? What for do? And what was the result for it?

When I give any order to anyone and they do not complete my order at the right time. My mind is full of a bad mood and I have no idea what can happen on this time from my hands. My Life Full of bad thought and other kinds of things no one can handle me on this time only two things control me on this time first of all mother care and second my life savior water. You have no idea on this time if I do not drink water it's like suddenly my death for me and its truth. You have no idea and any single idea if I do not drink water my brain like a volcano who burst anytime and destroy everything who came in its way. My Nature is so good. But sometimes god knows whats happen with me.

I am not a physcho person as you thing. I am not handling too much pressure I can's afford to lose anyone in any condition My dream is big not big very big and I pay for it any price but I do not want to lose anyone, But I know also that know one life forever every time come and he leaves his jail mean body and release his/her soul for another body and no one know where the souls go after the body change into ashes. But I know one thing they always watching us I know for what? Such give us blessings every time, such take care for us and such the evil who wants to harm us every single time. I want to a good soul because today time's people judge the other on its good looks and charm personality and I think not most of the people know that thing is not right.