The problem with me is that i believe people easily. No matter how much they hurt me I always forgive them because I have a good heart I can't just stay away from people even if they are not good to me. Sometimes she was good to me sometimes she was worse. I didn't understand what was wrong with her. She always said I was important to her but then sometimes she treated me like I was nothing. She gave importance to other people & ignored me. It did make me feel bad at times. Still I didn't leave her. I had so many reasons to just be away from her. But whenever I tried so she just said "She wanted me, she always cared for me & wants me with her forever". I don't know, why but i knew i was not the person close to her, she had people whom she treated better then me. She didn't treat them like me, she did share secrets, she did spend time with them, she had long conversations with them. Even though she knew I felt bad she never felt sorry about anything. She never felt what I feel eveytime she does something that hurts me. She says I am important to her, but why does she not make me feel like it. Why I am the one who always cries thinking I am useless. Why I am the one begging her to be with me. Even if it's her fault, I was the one who actually texted her sorry every time because I thought I couldn't lose her, I felt I was important to her like she is to me but now I feel useless at times. I don't know why, but it's hurts eveytime. Maybe one day I will go away, maybe you can be happy with your new people around you. I don't want people like you treating me like I am no one. Someday if you miss me, you can tell me I will come back but don't tell me I am Important because I know I am not.. You just need me in your life, but you don't respect me. I will wait, until someday you feel you need me. I promise I will be there for you. .
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